Little Bit Of Work In Progress

poem from my journal that isn't done yet

I am going to be a disco dj 

and a disco dancer 

I’m gonna skate by in philosophy 

Gray will be grayer and greens will be darker but hopefully it’ll all be bright 

Will I look different? 

The things that trouble me will no longer exist 

I’m gonna be kinder

I’m gonna be calmer, and so much older.

I am going to roller blade to work 

And play a Casio keyboard 

You my friend my friend for now 

You will be my friend forever 

Im sorry to have to say so

But I think you might be stuck with me

 

I am going to have a sleepover 

With a boy in my bed 

Just for one night

Any more and things will get too complicated 

And for once I just want to feel pleasure for free 

I’m gonna kiss him standing up just to know 

If maybe more would be worth it